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Here we are,
friends, once more at the beginning of our yearly 6-week retreat called
Lent.
you Do know
how it first got started?
Way back, in the very early Church, adults seeking baptism spent a year
or more in spiritual formation. These catechumens came to Sunday
Eucharist, but stayed only for the first part, the Liturgy of the Word.
Then they left and went to another place to reflect together on that
day’s Scripture readings.
When their formation reached the final stages, their fellow-parishioners
presented them to the bishop, who, in a ceremony called the Rite of
Election, formally accepted them as candidates.
Bishop Trautman is doing that for our St. Luke’s Greg Logan, and all the
other convert-candidates from around the Diocese down at the Cathedral
this weekend.
From this point, the candidates began an intensive period of prayer,
fasting, and almsgiving in preparation for baptism, confirmation, and
first Eucharist at the Easter Vigil. And all their fellow
parishioners joined with these candidates, reflecting on their own
practices of discipleship.
That’s the origin of Lent.
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And in this reflection discipleship, naturally the good actions were
identified. But also, it was a time to name and claim what bad
things had crept into a person’s life.
We say “name and claim” because it really involves and honest, humble
admission to oneself of what’s going on in one’s life really.
That’s not always an easy conversation to have with oneself, because we
are great excuse-makers. We like to live no-fault lives
Where nothing is ever our fault. It’s always the fault of someone or
something else.
But with God’s grace, and the memory of the loving Father in the
Scripture’s story of the Prodigal Son, or prodigal child, if you want,
we can own up to our faults and failings, put a name on each of them,
and then one-by-one, begin to work on getting rid of them.
It may not be a one-time, quitting cold-turkey event. It might
take the whole 6 weeks of Lent. It might even take several Lents.
And we might not be able to clean up all the bad things we’ve named and
claimed in one year’s Lent.
But if we put forth some good, honest effort to try, God will help us,
and we should be satisfied with whatever progress we manage to make.
A comment I often make when hearing confessions is something I learned
from another priest years ago: as a penitent often concludes with the
words: “For these and all the sins of my past life, I am heartily sorry,
and ask penance and absolution from you, please,” I’ll say: “And that’s
the important thing about confession and repentance, it’s that we are
heartily sorry, truly sorry, not trying to make excuses, but genuinely
wanting to clear away anything that comes between us and making God’s
ways become our ways.
And that’s what is involved in repenting. It’s that cold, honest
self-examination of our own consciences, Naming and claiming what needs
to be fixed, mended, repaired, or removed, And then taking some real
steps toward those goals and that healing.
So don’t be afraid. Those steps don’t have to be giant leaps.
Take small, even baby steps, if that’s what will work for you.
Just know that the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit are there to help each
day along the way. Jesus resisted the devil’s temptations in today’s
Gospel. He’ll be there to help us do the same.
Be reasonable about your Lenten goals; don’t try to climb a mountain
when your energies at this point in your life will only let you walk up
a small hill. And don’t become scrupulous, looking around for
problems in your life or skeletons in your closet that either aren’t
there, or if they are, shouldn’t be made mountain-size when they are
only molehills.
Repenting: it’s a good, healthy, spirit-filled experience that is
enabled and enhanced by the increased prayer, fasting, and almsgiving we
do for Lent.
So, Thank you.
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